What had made you so uncomfortable that you hope to never ever to return to that 'thing' that made you uncomfortable? Does any situation come to mind that made you incredibly nauseous that provoked a thought of feeling incomplete?
I most certainly have. Since the beginnings of my time here in CS, there has been a stirring of little comfort and helplessness. That has grown and grown, but I am not complaining about it.
The reason, if you have read earlier in my posts, was that I have been on this journey with God. A journey that stretches me in situations to either find my true potential or to go down like a burning aircraft. I have felt this churning of uncomfort in my stomach that leads me to act unlike any other.
Ps 55:16,17
But I call to God,
and the Lord will save me.
Evening and morning and at noon
I utter my compliant and moan,
and he hears my voice
I have been seriously spending time in prayer. Not necessarily before bedtime... or even when I am walking... or when I am just thinking to myself; but earnestly praying in a place of solitude and where nobody can find you. Let me tell ya, its addicting!! I have been reading more scripture and recently I have thought about me being a leader to a congregation on Sunday mornings and how I CAN be that leader that spurs them, directs them, guides them all under the power of the HS. Truth is: If I am not listening to my God, allowing Him to direct me first, how can I lead His people that He has given to me. I do not want to lead a people blindly into the fight of Good v. Evil.
I do not have any power to change peoples hearts (or anything in that fact), but I know that God can. Im saying simply that allowing God to direct and guide your steps first, then you will be able to stand strong with confidence and lead God's people that he has given to you, right back to him.
peace and blessinz
(10/28)
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